ok so here i am doing nothing and it is so boring.... srry that this one's short but i g2g download music! write l8tr

srry i havent wrote in awhile but i have been grounded for what seems like a month now. thank god my dad just let me get back on my comp!!! i was out sick from school today cause i have this stomach flu thingy that isnt fun. if you live in indiana and have nothing to do this saturdy (Oct. 22, 2005) come on down to the RCA Dome and watch all 4 classes of good bands (marching bands) battle it out for a state title, which i am glad to say that greenfield central highschool is competing in class B. we go on @ 11:05 i think. so if you are doing nothing come one out and have fun. if you are coming make sure to watch Class A (which starts @ 7:30)

P.S. I'll check on the times exactly and get those to ya

anyway i found out that our evil teacher (Mr.Hacker) gave us this project to do that deals with the parts of speech. i g2g write later

hey srry i forgot to write again! anyway here is what has happened while i forgot to write...

chelsea and brittany wrote this fake love note and they gave it to ted saying that they found it and know who wrote it. ted went all balistic. it was so funny. this up coming week i have the book... what that means is for the up-coming FCA meeting i am gonna teach the lesson! i think that my topic will either be suicide, depression, or grudges... leave a comment if u help me decide which one!

well i am gonna sign-out on that note...

wtyl

ok so here we are into a normal thursday afternoon.... it is really getting boring here! somewhere around 5 i had a performance for colorguard...... hey ummm i g2g clean my room before i lose my internet AGAIN!!!!!!!! ill write when i get done....

luv ya

bec

losing a best friend is really hard cause the friend i am slowly losing is my only other really trusted friend... first we started out and talk alot... then it got to where we would talk but not all that much... now we rarely talk at all! i want to talk to him, to trust him like i used to, to be able to turn to him when i am down, when i need help and just someone that cares, someone to cheer me up when i am down, to stop me from going to far...

he used to be like that. i used to be able to trust him with anything. he was always there and i thought that he always would be...  that was until i stopped. stopped soing something that i shouldn't have...

 he always used to tell me that i had to stop, and now that i have i have no need to talk about anything. being in this situation before i have learned to hide my true emotions and to just put on a fake smile and run with it. now as i am reaching my point of breaking my record, i feel as though i need to let all of this bottled up feelings out and i do but in a bad way... i feel as though i am getting closer and closer to the scissors...

all because i am missing some one that i knew and now have lost